It is Friday night, and I have had most of a bottle of wine – except for the glass I spilled in the bath. I was reading Agatha Christie. She excites.
Whenever I drink, even a bit, I begin to mourn for the creative genius in me that is stifled. This you should not believe. Be dubious, my readers. I have little talent, except for getting by in a too cruel world. But stuff me with drink, and suddenly I am Shakespeare unrealized. I can hand you a dozen excuses for why I will never be a famed writer or performer, money chief among them. They are convenient. Do not strip me of them!
Here is a song lyric I wrote after watching a play. I’ve seen two productions of this play, actually. It is a lovely play. It is called Drawer Boy. Watch it if you have the chance. Here is my song about it, which will tell you nothing.
VERSE
I look at the lines on our bodies
The graffiti of a hudnred years gone cold
The story of a lifetime not worth telling
One thing I never tought I’d be was old
I’m looking at a stranger’s hands below me
Though your face is still as petulant and young
As it ever was, back when it was
And I was too
Before the time escaped us and was gone
Draw for me a picture, drawer boy
Draw for me again
I want to remember drawer boy
As we were
When we were
Still on the hopeful side of the line
VERSE
It’s ok that we’re not getting any younger
It’s ok that things turned out the way they did
That’s the way the time goes, and I know it
And you’d know it too, if I thought you should
Don’t cry now Drawer boy, and don’t feel sorry
I’m glad we ended up here years gone by
The rest was just a thougth we didn’t finish
Too young to know the difference, then too wise
CHORUS
Draw for me a picture, Drawer boy
Draw for me again
I want to remember Drawer boy
As we were, when we were
Still on the hopeful side of the line
(BRIDGE)
Now the line is thinning
Now the line is thinning
Like my hair and my memory and skin
And a new age is beginning
One that I don’t want to see begin
VERSE
And I look out over pastures and feel nothing
The land I’ve worked indifferent that I came
A season and the rows will be grown over
A decade gone, and none will know my name
But that’s the way of life, and we are living
‘ll still tell stories on the porch at night
And you’ll keep counting stars that go on shining
And in the darkness, everything is right
CHORUS
Draw for me a picture, Drawer boy
Draw for me again
I want to remember Drawer boy
As we were, when we were
Still on the hopeful side of the line
**I am beginning to reach the line. I’m still on the hopeful side. I feel this keenly.
hey I see those face lines and ect. and I feel most days like why do I look like this I still for most parts feel like I am still there in the past where I have the same feelings thoughts ect. and wishes.Where does the time go?
In the darkness I am still me 2